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March 10, 2010

senyum dalam gelap ?


mse tu
ekin penah tnye
penah tak
senyum dalam gelap ?


rsenye camne?
rase diri x dperlukan.
rase diri ni xder kepentingan.
rase diri ni cam xde mkne.
saketnye hati mmg xde siapa yg tahu.

yup.
sowi ekin.
maybe ape yg sy rse ni mmg laen ngan ekin.
maybe ape yg sy luah ni laen konsep dgn
ape yg ekin pkir, ape yg ekin rse.
tp sy fhm mcmmne rsenye ble
senyum dalam gelap.

ape yg kte buat
sume org tak kesa.
sume org tak peduli.
semua org tak endah.

rse cam kite ni mmg xde function pown hdup.
ye ar. carik kawan pown susa
sapela nk kawan dgn budak camnie.
da ar lembap. xde motif pown nk kwn dgn dye.
 nak maen? maenlaa sorang2.
nak hepi? hepilaa sorang2.
nak senyum? senyumlaa sorang2.
hiduplaa kite berseorangan.
sume org tak taw pown
ape yg kite da jd.
ape yg kite da wat.

mcm2 suara dlm kepala nie.
mcm2 kate yg da bnyk lukakan hati.
and as for your information
sy merasai bnda nie sejak kecik lg.
tp ape yg sy wat?
pendam pendam pendam
yup.
itu je yg sy mmpu buat..

just diam
biar laa dlm hati.
biar laa kite sorg rasa perit bnda nie.
org kutuk? diam~.
org perli? diam~.
org benci? diam~.
tp org ckp
luka dalaman lagi sakit
dari luka luaran.
sbb pe?
luka luaran bole diubat.
bole diplaster. bole letak minyak gamat.
luka dalam hati kte?


thats why sy mula amek jalan mudah.
org penah kate jugak
kdg2. org2 wat jhat nie sbb
nk tarik perhatian.
haha. maybe itulaa motif
sy jd mcm skrg !

sy hepi?
yup! luar nmpk hepi!! dalam!?
korang xpaya laa ikut jejak langkah sy nie.
i know im not supposed to became like this.
tp tolonglaa.
someone plz guide me to the truth. =)


cacian mrepek dari cik faiq .





18 comments:

super eja said...

i'm here to help you!
find someone who appreciate your prescene.
like me! haha

faiq said...

haha.
thanx eja.
i aprreciate that. =)

Yi Xiang said...

yeah.. it's true..
sometimes i feel the same way as you..
like if i am missing no one will notice me..
no one will remember me..
when people needs help, they will ask from us..
but..
when we're in hard time, no one will help us..

i can understand ur feeling..
well, that's life..
we must depends on ourself..

faiq said...

yup.
sometimes we must accept all this.
this our life rite?
so only us can choose what we want.
only us can choose what we must do.
only us can choose how to manage our life.
sometimes alone is a better life.



but sometimes,
we really need true friends
to make our life happier...


thanx gan. =)

S.tia Aisar said...

that was faiq!
bukan org pinggir.tp dorg jeles sbnrnye.haaha

lek ah.different people with diff attitude and personality.

klu cam aku.aku,pemarah.tp still suit je ngn kwn2.

klu semua org cam kita,x special lah!kan?

faiq = silent

ok ah tu.ad gak identiti, just mereka2 je yg x respek.so, pegy mati ah.ahaha.

papehal we're right behind ya'!

Yi Xiang said...

haha.. x de hal ar..
yeah true friend are good but beware of bser..
that's what i hate..
we shudnt too trust on ur friend bcoz sometimes they will betray you..

faiq said...

aisar. nme UltimateSilentz tu mmg diadaptasikan sbb bnda2 nie. haha. =)
papehal thanx bro~

gan. im always beware of that.
hahaha. thanx again. =)

hasya said...

e'eh , saya kesah pasal awak laa.
awak tuu je yang kadang2 kerek . he3 .

chill yaa :)

faiq said...

haha.
sy tahu itu.
thanx iqa. =)

Mohd AmiruL AsraF said...

lorh..its the normal thing that was n will happen to every person..cume sdar x sdar je..

so in this case,the first thing dat u can do is motivate ur self..it is good for u so that u can ur weakness n ur hole in ur self..jgn biarkn ape yg org xsuke dlm dri kte berterusan..

but rlax juz be ur self,bcoz that's amillion f people in this world that have alot of behaviour..so set in ur mind dat u will get new friend in universty that mayb will accept ur behaviour n myb u will get friends dat always understand u..

Muhammad Firdaus Bin Md Fauzi said...

'mcm2 suare ade dlm fikiran'
vote la tu kan..
first solo ade
second ade
third ade
third low ade
BASS plg ptg!
sentiasa ade!

faiq said...

salam. thanx 4 da advice.
i appreciate that..

fidot. ko trtinggal SEMUA ar.
hahaha. =)

shamellia said...

enjoy ur life. jangan difikirkan sangat. kadang2 orang cakap, jangan jadi selfish. tapi jadi selfish pun bagi aku,ade gune jugak. haha. kte pun penat nak jage hati orang and xde sape nak jage hati kte. so, do sumthing yang bley enjoy kan diri anda. ramai lagi kesah pasal kite, yang kite pun x perasan. =) gudlux.

faiq said...

haha.
thanx shamy. =)

shamellia said...

welcum. aku bley jadi kaunselor kan kan? aku tau. haha. =)

faiq said...

bole.
cepat !
esok isi borangg !!

Norashikin Abdullah said...

sedih kn faiq

faiq said...

taw xpe .